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Ain't no way you walking out on me
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[Monday
July 18th, at 12:12pm] |
new username
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ______imlovinit
FRIENDS ONLY
more strict this time around
kthx♥
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| PUBLIC ENTRY - Blood Donations |
[Tuesday
July 12th, at 1:33am] |
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To All My Niggas (Remix) //50 Cent And Others |
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Soo tomorrow I'm giving blood. Woohoo.
I'm also seeing Andrew too. Wee!!
I have work most of this week.
Soo yeah.
Anime Porn is grand♥lol Matt
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| PUBLIC ENTRY - pinays are better then you |
[Wednesday
July 6th, at 4:04am] |
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filipino women are the greatest.
they beat all you irish people and dumb blondes by a longshot.
tomorrow:
bank
ross's
chillaxing with jam aka my new pinay friend<3
^who is the greatest for teaching me some tagalog and being the best filipino ever
( chica chaud )
prettyfilchic: pinueta!
damn straight.
♥gaga galing
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| Another survey lol |
[Sunday
June 26th, at 10:47pm] |
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Obsession (Reggaetown Mix) //Frankie J Ft Mr. Philips |
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1. Pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the four that best apply to you.
4. Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a cut
JANUARY:
Attractive personality. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
( Read more... )
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| I'm Lookin' For A K.O...public entry |
[Wednesday
June 15th, at 1:33am] |
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Ass Like That //Eminem |
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[mood|  Lethargic]
Today has been AWEsome .. but that's not what I'm going to talk about today. I am going to talk about how you people (yes U) always, ALWAYS need to know how I am doing in my relationship.
Granted, I use to talk about how stuff that made me angry about Andrew and then I would never approach him and would always talk to you people about it because you were my 'friends' but I have realized, that's not what a relationship is. You are suppose to tell your love of your life everything. EVERYTHING. No matter what it is.
Things have gotten soo much better between Andrew and I and that is all you seriously need to know. I shouldn't have spoken to you about our problems in the past because you never helped. Even when you did, it didn't help me. You could basically call it sabotage to be honest.
Right now, I really don't care how you people feel towards me anymore. I'm actually grateful because of all that you've done. Why? Because you mad me realize how stupid I was to even ask for your advice.
Breaking up with Andrew was idiotic. Talking it out was all I ever needed to do. I should have done it to begin with. But that isn't the advice I got from you people. U told me to break up with him. Forget listening. Just do it is what you said. And what do my true friends say? To listen to him. To hear what he has to say. And I did. And he was right.
I've also noticed I've had to compete with other people on who's realtionship is better. And seriously I don't care anymore. All I care about is Andrew, my true friends, and my family. Apparently, you could care less about anyone else but yourself. Even when you have love staring you right in the face, you walk away from it.
I'm not asking for any drama. I'm seriously donezo. Least I've tried to be. But you can never let anything go. You just ride it out, no matter the cost.
If this one entry starts stuff, then that's sad. It wasn't meant to start anything. It's a journal entry. I talk about my feelings and if people comment, I expect them to be positive. I never ask to bring negativity, there's only negative people who want it.
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| Another Public Entry |
[Monday
June 13th, at 12:51am] |
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Feeling Good //Michael Buble |
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go see mr. & mrs. smith.
it is the shit.
THE END.
♥
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| An Awesome Public Entry For U People |
[Saturday
June 11th, at 7:55pm] |
If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give away all I have, and if I deliver my body to be burned, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient and kind; love is not jealous or boastful; it is not arrogant or rude. Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends; as for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away. For our knowledge is imperfect and our prophecy is imperfect; but when the perfect comes, the imperfect will pass away. When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child; when I became a man, I gave up childish ways. For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall understand fully, even as I have been fully understood. So faith, hope, love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love.
1 Corinthians 13
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| Behind These Hazel Eyes //Kelly Clarkson - public entry. |
[Friday
June 10th, at 11:15pm] |
KELLY CLARKSON
"Behind These Hazel Eyes"
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
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| @ School //MADE IT PUBLIC CAUSE I'M NICE |
[Thursday
May 26th, at 2:02pm] |
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Disconnected //Lindsay Lohan |
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So, this morning has been quite hectic til now...
My sissy tried to get me up this morning, but it took me a while to actually get up. Then Jessi called me at about 8:15 and asked if she could take me to school that morning. I was like SCORE!
Soo, my sister looks at me after I get off the phone cause she's pist cause I didn't ask Jessi if she could take her too. She wouldn't be able to anyways cause she can only drive two people at a time without her mom finding out. I think she got over it though.
Soo, I got ready and stuff, and at about 9:45 Jessi came and got me.
We basically jammed on the way to school the entire time lol.
When we got to school, she ahd to go to teh office and make sure she could park in the gravel since she didn't have a parking pass. Logan later caught up with us and so did Andrew so we all walked back to Jessi's car to get her and I's crap.
Once we got back in the building, I went straight to Biology and studied up real fast.
Then I took the exam...........................and it wasn't that bad lol.
It was actually kinda easy/okay.
After the exam, Jessi ran and got me so we could go by her place to get her English book.
We ran to her car, and sped off to her place.
I had to feed her pizza on the way there cause she was starving lol hahaha.
Once we got there, she ran inside and got her book and extra pizza.
THen she had to visit with her mom's friend so he wouldn't be suspicious.
I had to DUCK in the backseat lol.
The things I do for women, GAH lol.
We had to book it back to Western cause it was almost 1, and we had to be at school by 1:15.
AND WE WERE ON NEW GARDEN AT 1!!
You have NO IDEA how bad the traffic was!
We finally got to school as soon as other students came in and we ran to her Chorus class.
I had to run my arse to Stubby's class to turn in my 3 papers so I wouldn't have to take the flippin' exam.
I had no where else to chill for the rest of the day because Mrs. Reinbold wouldn't let me hang out in her class.
Soo I chose to hang out in Mrs. Woodward's class cause nobody was testing and I had no where else to go.
As of now, I'm listening to my Lindsay Lohan CD and drinking a grape Fanta.
I just got done eating 2 cookies lol.
Tomorrow, I already have my schedule stuff figured out:
Jessi's going to take me to school again tomorrow for our 3rd block exams.
Then after those, we're going to Kernodle and hanging out there the rest of that day.
Then she is going to get Nicole and some friends while I think of a way to get home lol.
I'll prolly ride the middle school kid buses cause I'm so friggin' cool.
Then at 4:30 I have a half-interview with Ham's.
Hopefully, that will go well.
My schedule for this upcoming week may be busy or it may be boring. Depends on what days you look at.
On Friday, I've got that half-interview.
After that, Idk what I'm up to cause Andrew had to go to his graduation practice.
So, you could say I'm free that night-ish.
Saturday is Northwest's graduation at 12pm.
Tonight I am going to find out what's up with that and be sure Andrew's mom is still taking me.
I might want to get Andrew something for a graduation present. Idk yet cause we're broke lol.
The rest of that day, Idk what I'm up to.
I'm guessing hangout with Andrew the rest of that day, but Idk. He has to work out beach stuff soo yeah. Idk.
Sunday I'll have church and after that, I may go out to lunch. I might not though because Idk if I'm seeing Andrew that day since the beach trip would be Monday.
Monday is when Andrew and his friends leave for Myrtle.
They come back I think on that upcoming Sunday afternoon.
While he's gone, Idk what I'm up to.
Prolly hang with Jessi some of that time.
Maybe Christy too.
Might catch some movies with people.
And I'll most likely hang out with some old friend's I hadn't seen in a while.
Jessi and Nicole are leaving for Virginia Beach next Thursday, soo I think I'll be hanging with Jessi sometime next week before then. Idk yet.
I'm thinking of going 'out-of-town' but Idk where to go and Idk who to go with.
I'm just trying to be as busy as possible so I don't go insane without seeing Andrew.
Maybe Whitley and Chelsey will want to do something if they don't hate me lol.
Jekkah invited me to go to Carowinds with her church, but I can't coem up with 25$ that fast.
I'll prolly end up shopping with my mom er something.
Hopefully I can start working if I even get a friggin job.
It's now 2:22. RAWR I want time to go by fasterrrr!!
I wonder if I can see Andrew tonight.
I want to give him his space for now though.
When he gets back from the beach, we're going to be with each other a whole lot.
But Idk. I just need to be with him as much as I can before he goes off.
I'm outtie for now.
IT'S SO FRIGGIN' COLD IN HERE!
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| Tired |
[Tuesday
May 24th, at 11:15pm] |
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[mood|  Blah]
In bio we had a review party type thing.
I had a HUGE talk with Drew. Bigger than I would have thought cause Drew and I aren't that close, but I guess he just wanted to find subject to talk about.
In Sports Med we had our pizza party and I tried to explain to Jekkah what to do with the Budget Projy paper.
I told Alice I wouldn't write it last night cause I already did the spreadsheet.
But, Jekkah did it and we presented what we had, and STubby said it was better than what it was at first. Yay!
In Honor Geo we had a subby.
She was annoying as alllllllllllllll.
In lunch I basically chilled. Not really with anyone in particular.
Just read over my yearbook and made Carson sign it.
*OH OH before Lunch, I went to see Lambo and he gave me an award for being JV Mens LAX Manager. SHWEET!
In Creative Writ we watched a movie.
During the movie I had to have a 'chat' with Jesse about how he'd been acting and how our friendship wasn't getting anywhere.
I had to stay after for reviewing with Biology with Ms. Crown. It actually helped me out a wholeeeeeeeee lot than I thought.
Then I called Andrew up to come get me.
Once he got me, I was dropped off at his place while he went to the YMCA.
Once he came back home, he got dressed and went to Elizabeth's Pizza with Brendan, Josh, and Matt G.
*His mom wasn't happy...at all.
THen he came home and had to leave as soon as he came home to help Josh with stuff and to get gas.
THen he came home again and we cuddled for a good while, but it felt like he wasn't in tune with me.
Idk.
He was prolly tired from doing all this stuff today.
*Sigh* It still made me feel lonely though.
I'm off to bed.
L8r.
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